This blog is now getting complicated, and I have decided to use
pseudonyms to refer to the people that I am meeting. The first girl
that I wrote about in the last blog will be called "Amy".
Following Amy's instructions, I arrived at the agreed upon spot just
after lunch. It took me a second to recognize her, since I didn't expect
her to be so attractive ... what a woman! She was as tall as me, and in
Spain I am considered tall (although for North America, I am just a bit taller than average) .. the had a huge beautiful smile,
luscious lips, and the best of all were her eyes ... I could look at her
grey eyes for hours ... I felt a very strong attraction
Amy told me a lot about her ... and I told her a lot about me ... and, I
have to say, that I deeply value the conversation that we had ... it was
like a therapy for me ... it was a therapy that made me keep dreaming and see things in
a different light.
Even though Amy told me that she was enjoying being separated from her
husband, there was still something bothering her ... she was involved in a
new relationship that was impossible, she is totally in love with the
guy, but he doesn't feel the same for her ...we both know that reality can
be difficult..
I will definitely stay in contact with Amy, giving her moral support and whatever
she needs from me ... I am not sure if I could fall in love with her,
since she is unobtainable for me ... But, if one day after being friends with her I do fall in
love, I would never tell her.
Amy told me that normally when she meets with men, they want to have sex
with her on the first or second date... in my case, there is no doubt
that she attracts me, but I refuse to be "that guy" pushing her for sex ...
if it were to happen in a spontaneous way or if she asked for it, I am
sure I would go for it... but for me to ask her ... never. It is not my
style.
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