My suspicious wife

I have continued in contact with "Amy" but only as friends, and she has decided to give 100% of her efforts to trying to get the man that she loves... although ... sometimes I have the impression that the things that she tells me are some kind of a test to see how I react.  I tell her things about me too, but only because she is one of the only people that I can turn to right now.

On another note, at home last night something strange happened .. my wife asked me for a massage .. .and then she started to seduce me ... something that she hadn't done for years ... this was exactly what I had wanted (before) .. but at that very moment I felt different .. with everything that was going on in my life, I had no desire to have sex with my wife .. and so for the first time ever, I rejected an offer ... how strange! ... even though I really didn't feel like having sex, it is also sometimes good to place a value on yourself ..

I have now noticed that when I pick up my phone, or go to the computer, or browse the web, or chat with Amy on WhatsApp, my wife is looking at me in a strange way .. almost out of the corner of her eye, just to see what I am up to. I have now decided to not pickup the phone or to use the computer around her .. I need to be more careful or I am going to get caught.. I have decided that I am only going to connect to RomanceSecreto when my wife is not at home or from my work computer.