Being romantic

And so I continue to write in this blog everything that is happening in my adventures.

Vice continues in the picture, and I am happy to know that she is still there ... ever since I uncovered my romantic and poetic side, she has started to write me again. I have started the habit of sending her a love note each night, along with a link to a romantic song.

Yesterday I was talking with Vice on messenger ... and for some reason she thought that I didn't want to continue our "relationship", when in reality I am dying of desire to continue and move forward with what we are doing.  So I let her know that I am really into her, and that I want to continue... and I asked if she liked my last few messages, to which she responded "yes!!"  .. and so I will continue to send her romantic messages, at least for now until I get to see her again.

With Amy .. hmm! .. seeing that she really didn't seem to care that I was ignoring her, and given that I don't want to lose her, I decided to continue talking and sending her messages.. and even then, she still sometimes ignores me or leaves me hanging in a chat conversation .. I am really thinking of asking her something like "Do you want me to just stop talking with you? .. it is ok if that is what you want, etc." Although, I know that I might not like the answer, it might be better than continuing on like this and getting annoyed with her.  I have explained everything that is happening with Vice to Amy, and she continues on with her married man (whose name I now know) .. but I think it is best for me to just not ask any questions about her "married guy".. except here in my blog, of course. Oh yeah, today she started to change the subject when I started to tell her about all of her qualities ... did I do something wrong?

And with "Quick", we have now exchanged information to continue our conversations outside of RomanceSecreto .. and it was her who offered to send me her email without me even asking... now I know her real name, and she knows mine... She mentioned that she was going to give it another shot with her husband, mostly because of the problems caused by the crisis and the real estate crash, it is now almost impossible for them to move apart ... like lots of others in Spain (unlike the United States), you cannot just give your house back to the bank and declare bankruptcy ... you will pay the debt for the rest of your life, and if you bought a place with someone, you will never get a mortgage to move somewhere else as long as your mortgage is underwater.