Well, after more than a day without hearing anything from Vice, she finally wrote me .. what a relief! I was getting scared ... hopefully we can plan a meeting for next week...
On another note... there is something that worries me .. Amy has told me that tonight her married "impossible love" lover will come to sleep with her .. I know that I shouldn't care, but I do ... I have a sinking feeling in my stomach .. I don't know what it means .. Honestly ... I don't want to fall in love with someone that I don't have any possibilities with .. I have suffered enough in my life ... honestly .. I don't want to re-live that experience. Therefore, I have decided to slowly cut-off communication with her .. today will be the first day that I don't tell her anything, and each day I'll talk to her less ... we'll see what happens
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