Starting over?

I am starting over .. in every sense. Vice has made herself scarce, I think that she isn't sure if she wants to take the "big step" .. compared with how we were last week, she seems to be fleeing away from me... she must be having second thoughts .. but I don't want to put pressure on her and I don't want to spend all day trying to pursue her ... honestly ... she needs to think clearly and if she wants this to work between us she needs to put some effort into it ... it is too tiring to have to do all the work..

And about Amy, I did what I never thought I would do ... I told her the truth, basically that I was jealous of the other guy, her married lover ..I  think that she didn't like what I said, and she seems to be avoiding me a bit now. I knew that this would happen, I don't know why I bothered to tell her how I felt, I knew that it would just make things worse.

So, for that reason I am re-starting in RomanceSecreto.com, as well as in AshleyMadison.com, even though someone told me that the second one looks like it is full of fake profiles ... you never know.

"Quick" has continued to respond quickly to me, and she mentioned that she misses having a lunch or dinner with good conversation ... so, I am still figuring out how to ask her .. I don't know if she will say yes or no, maybe it is still too early for a date..